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Bryan Tarnowski for TODAY

I’m 28. He’s 85. Our time together has taught me a valuable lesson about friendship

When his family hired me to write his biography, I never expected that we would form such a meaningful relationship.

Mr. Fred signed off his latest page-long, handwritten letter, “Thanks again for your friendship.”

I read that line with a smile. Undeniably, he was my friend, despite the 57 years that stood between us, the different lives we’ve lived — his much longer, mine much shorter — and whatever we do or don’t have in common. Friendships are funny that way.

Ours began when I knocked on the door of a glass house that belonged in the Swiss Alps yet was outside a small town in central Louisiana, nestled among curving country roads and cotton fields.

When the door swung open, a jaunty stranger with gray hair and a wide smile greeted me — the 25-year-old life story writer his daughter had commissioned to write a keepsake biography for the family — and shut the door behind us.

Olivia Savoie and Mr. Fred at his home in Bunkie, La. Mr. Fred's family hired Savoie to write his biography as a family keepsake.
Olivia Savoie and Mr. Fred at his home in Bunkie, La. Mr. Fred's family hired Savoie to write his biography as a family keepsake.Bryan Tarnowski for TODAY

“May I show you some treasures before we begin our interviews?” he asked and led me to a room lined in bookshelves. He pointed to a wooden canoe he and his best friend had carved in retirement, a silver cup on which his name was engraved and which he had dinted as a toddler, and the chest in which his great-grandfather’s belongings had traveled from Germany to the U.S.

From there, we headed to the kitchen. While Mr. Fred brewed a pot of coffee, I sat at the round table, turned on my laptop and extracted my questionnaire. Once we both had full mugs, we began his first interview.

When I reached my tenth question — “Do you have any vivid early memories?” — he nodded and swatted a tear. He proceeded to recount hearing the news of Pearl Harbor’s bombing on the radio in Audubon Park. “I was just 4 years old but could sense the secure world I’d known only minutes before collapsing.”

As we continued, I was surprised by his openness. I had organized my questionnaire in an attempt to build comfort and rapport over time. Yet here was Mr. Fred, sharing evocative sentiments within minutes of getting started. This went on for hours as we sat at his round table in his perfectly square glass house.

I eventually learned the story behind his home. After he’d worked enough grueling years as a contractor to finally afford a bigger home for his wife, Patsy, and their five children, they had this dream home built.

Again in tears, which became a reoccurrence during our interviews, Mr. Fred said, “While this place was under construction, Patsy and I sat on the step, overlooking the sunken living room, and she asked, in wonder, ‘Did you ever think we’d have something like this?’ I didn’t.”

Fred Vollman and Olivia Savoie at the home of Mr. Vollman in Bunkie, La. looking over old family photographs. Olivia Savoie was commissioned to write the biography and family history for Mr. Vollman which turned into a friendship after the two bonded during the process.
The pair looking over old family photographs. Bryan Tarnowski for TODAY

I found myself looking forward to interviewing Mr. Fred more than usual; I simply enjoyed his company. Outside of interviews, we’d talk nonstop, as if we were old friends catching up after years apart. We’d take daily lunch breaks with him driving us into the nearest town for Mexican food or McDonald’s. He’d never let me pay, insisting he “treat” me in the same tone as my grandfather would. I dare not argue. After lunch, we’d detour, driving by his elementary school, the starter home he and Patsy brought their babies home to, and the hangar where he kept the plane he still flew.

The more I got to know the 83-year-old Mr. Fred, the more his past clicked into place with his present. I understood how the awe-inspired boy building model airplanes grew into the young man scrounging spare change to afford flying lessons. I could see how the tender father whose eyes welled with tears when he spoke of his pride in his adult children was the same father who, 61 years earlier, had been forever changed when he first held his eldest child and experienced what he called “wonderful magic.” I could see how the widower who lost Patsy eventually remarried another widow, Linda, who understood his suffering. 

At that round table, he revealed his most excruciating memories and most joyous moments. I listened as he unveiled his early memories, experiences as a young adult, family life, career and recent years. When he struggled to remember specifics about when his children were small, since he was working so much, I assured him I could email his children to elicit some fond memories. 

Fred Vollman at his home in Bunkie, La.
Mr. Fred at his home.Bryan Tarnowski for TODAY

One of his children wowed me by sending three single-spaced pages of reflection, confirming what I already knew about Mr. Fred — he was an authentic, compassionate and outstanding human being.

On the final day of interviews, I asked Mr. Fred if he had any life lessons he wished to impart to his children and grandchildren. That is when he told me about true gifts.

He leaned forward in his seat, looked me straight in the eyes and explained, “A true gift is one which has no strings attached. Many gifts, even with great intentions and great outcomes, become less true along the way. I try when I give to make the gift a true gift with no personal gain or conditions.”

I was moved by the concept. In that moment, I knew the notion would stay with me forever.

Long after our five-month working relationship ended, Mr. Fred and I kept in touch. Every month or two, one of us would call the other. We’d talk about what was on our hearts — his adventures with his children, stepdaughter’s cancer treatments and travels with his wife, and my writing, hope to start a family, and eventually, my husband’s and my anticipation of our first child. We’d also talk of history and poetry and genealogy.

Fred Vollman and Olivia Savoie at the home of Mr. Vollman in Bunkie, La. looking over old family photographs. Olivia Savoie was commissioned to write the biography and family history for Mr. Vollman which turned into a friendship after the two bonded during the process.
Their working relationship quickly turned into a meaningful friendship, despite their nearly 60-year age difference. Bryan Tarnowski for TODAY

These calls were life-affirming and natural. They reminded me that, despite living in a society that primarily endorses friendships between two people in a common season of life, there are no rule books. When one crosses the border into unchartered territory, there are untold lessons to be learned and joys to be felt.

Four days after my daughter was born, once the dust of the first sleepless nights had settled, I got around to announcing her birth to friends.

I texted her picture to Mr. Fred and wrote, “I have thought of you as I reflected on what you expressed about having your firstborn. I now relate to this ‘wonderfully magic’ time as a new parent.”

Within about five minutes, the phone rang.

Mr. Fred’s voice was tight, like it was when he talked of Pearl Harbor’s bombing or a plethora of other painful life experiences. He told me the baby was beautiful and asked how we were doing.

A photograph of Fred Vollman and his late son at the home of Mr. Vollman in Bunkie, La.
A photograph of Mr. Fred and his late son.Bryan Tarnowski for TODAY

Without answering, I asked, “Are you OK?”

“No.” There was a long silence, and then his voice broke. “I have some bad news to tell you.”

When I learned his youngest son had died of a heart attack, I slipped down on the floor and wept along with Mr. Fred. He went on to tell me more about what had transpired. My heart broke.

That night, I remembered the emails I’d received from his children and how one had sent something extraordinary. I scoured my inbox and felt tears prick my eyes as I reread his youngest son’s profoundly poetic statements like, “I have carried [my father] with me every day of my life” and “I use his wisdom to direct me to whatever success I have and can point to an abandonment of that wisdom as a cause of my failures” and even the following in lined verse:

I remember him always being the smartest man in the room.

I remember him being generous without hope of reward.

I remember him as a loyal friend.

I remember him as someone who doesn’t let discomfort get in the way of obligation.

I remember him as a stern but loving dad.

I printed out the three-page-long message — a momentous elegy — and, along with a note of explanation, mailed it to Mr. Fred.

About a month later, the phone rang. Mr. Fred informed me he and Linda were in my neck of the woods and would like to visit.  

When they arrived, I embraced Mrs. Linda and said, “I feel like I know you although we’re just now meeting.” I handed off Amadia, who snored on Mrs. Linda’s shoulder throughout the duration of our visit. I hugged Mr. Fred next, and we talked a while before he presented a gift for the baby. For once, I was the first of us in tears when I discovered a silver cup engraved with my daughter’s name.

Mr. Fred said, “I thought long and hard about a special gift for your daughter, since you have become so special to me. And I thought I’d give her this cup, one just like the engraved cup I had as a baby.”

Fred Vollman holds the cup he used as a baby. He gifted a replica of this cup for his friend, Olivia Savoie, after having her first baby. Olivia Savoie was commissioned to write the biography and family history for Mr. Vollman which turned into a friendship after the two bonded during the process.
Mr. Fred holds the cup he used as a baby. He gifted a replica of this cup to Olivia Savoie after she had her first baby.Bryan Tarnowski for TODAY / Courtesy Olivia Savoie

We all sat in grateful, comfortable silence for a moment before Mr. Fred mentioned the letter. Choked up, he tried to explain what hearing from his son again had meant to him.

As far as friendships go, sometimes they can change you, inspire you or take on more meaning than either party could ever have guessed. Sometimes friendships can be crutches to help us stand in the hard times and reservoirs of delight in the good times.

Today, some three years after meeting Mr. Fred, I filed away one of his letters, the one that closed with a thanks for my friendship. I continue to call Mr. Fred, just to talk or beseech advice or laugh. We send emails. We snail mail notes. I’ve learned from what has mattered most to him throughout his life — things like cherishing the family built with the person you love most, taking the time to construct canoes with your best friend, and giving freely “without hope of reward.”

Mr. Fred has been a true gift to me — perhaps in a different sense than his concept originally implied, but a true gift nonetheless. I believe I have been the same to him.