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Title: Two Lives Collide Jonas Brothers Story, Chapter 21 View count: 91 Rating: 0 (0 ratings) Description: Im in such a good mood! Watching friends and one tree hill is on soon. Because im in a good mood, Im going to try and post as many chapters as possible (: Ambers P.O.V--------------------------------- After spending the morning with the boys, I had to return to see dad. Im praying hes not in tears like I was. Im still speechless after how nice Nick was. When I entered the house, I just stood still. I heard Nicks footsteps fade into the distance. Wow what a hug that was. Inside me, I felt a warm feeling. Could I be love sick? I think Im in love with Nick Jonas. Could that be possible? I wish the answer was simple. Standing behind the door, I gripped my stomach. I felt as though I would throw up. I might not be love sick, I might just be ill? After the image of Nick left my mind, Dad entered. I began walking towards the kitchen. I peaked through the door. Empty. Where could he be? Footsteps were moving closer behind me. I turned round and in front of me was Dad. "Are you ok Amber? You rushed out the house and i guessed you went next door", Dad said while smiling. "Yeah, Im fine now. The Jonas family are the kindest people you will ever meet. Nick calmed me down and wouldnt stop hugging me", I smiled back. "Amber, do you have feelings for Nick?", Dad knew the answer was yes. "Maybe. I just. I do. I dont know", I stared at the floor. "Listen Amber. Your mum was always the one with the good advice but all I can say is listen to your heart. If you like him tell him", Dad tilted my head up. I knew he was right. But how could I tell Nick. He probably would just laugh because Im a huge fan of theirs. He would probably think I love the Nick Jonas I see on TV, not the real Nick. Telling Nick I love him would be one of the most difficult things to do. If he laughs or doesnt feel the same way, I will be so embarrassed. Dad wrapped his arms around me. "Thanks Dad", I mumbled. "Mum would be so proud of you", Dads eyes looked watery. Please no more tears, I cant handle anymore. "Look, I would love to spend the day with you to cheer you up but Im forced into work", Dad explained. "Its ok, today Im just going to catch my breath. Chill out", I smiled. Dad kissed my head and went to collect this jacket. "See you later Amber. I finish work tonight late so help yourself to any food you want", Dad laughed. I watched out the window while Dad drove off. He may have been acting a bit happy but i could see tears in his eyes. Looks like Im alone in the house again. If i was going to see Nick again, I need to look better. I was still in my pjs and my hair is a mess. Dragging my feet across the floor, i stared at the clock in the living room. 8.15am. Even though its still early for me, i couldnt be bothered going back to bed. All around me theres were photos of mom. I couldnt look at them. I spun around and then there were more photos of her. Surrounding me. I felt as though the room was closing in on me. Beating non stop, my heart felt like it was going to explode out of my chest. I began to feel light headed. Spinning faster moms photos were around me. I felt trapped and lost with out her. I closed my eyes, hoping this twirling nightmare would end. Tears poured down my face. Memories were flying through my mind. Memories of when my mom taught me how to ride a bike, when she cheered me up if I fell over. I couldnt bare to see anymore photos. Throwing my body to the ground, i didnt dare to open my eyes. Instead, I curled up into a ball and continued to cry. All alone in the house. If only Nick was with me. Now I know for certain, Im crazy in love. Moms voice wouldnt leave my head. Tears wouldnt stop streaming down my face. I couldnt live like this. Pulling myself off the floor, I wiped my eyes. I need to phone Nick, theres no way I could stay home by myself. I sat up and continued to sod. I couldnt stand, I was too dizzy. Soon, everything was clear. My head was no longer spinning. I was able to see the house phone in front of me. It was beside photos of our happy family. I snatched the phone and it was then. I didnt have Nicks mobile number! I was devastated. He does live next door but Im still in my pjs. I really needed a shower. With all my strength and energy, I stood up and began walking up the stairs. ---------------------------- Tags: two, lives, collide, jonas, brothers, story, emmzyjonasfan, Author: EmmzyJonasFan |
