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Title: Royalty Sucks (Nick Jonas Love Story) Chapter 61 View count: 308 Rating: 5.0 (6 ratings) Description: ______Alex's POV______ It's been two weeks. TWO WEEKS. Two weeks of agony. Two weeks of tears. Two weeks... of no Nick. I know we were in a bit of a silent fight, but that didn't mean I didn't want to hear from him. To be able to talk this out. To hear his voice. To have him sing me to sleep. But, I had a feeling that none of that would be happening anytime soon. Did I mention it was agony? I've been drawing again, but everything seems to look angry. Everything. I tried drawing a rose bush outside in the backyard. It ended up looking beautiful, but a little frightening. The thick, sharp thorns mixed with the delicate and velvet petals were two opposites colliding. The contrast was the beauty of it all. Kinda like me and Nick. He was the petals, gorgeous and sweet, and I was the thorns, messed up and ready to hurt. Who knew that such different things could combine to makes something so cherished, so beautiful. (At least in my opinion.) But that's the thing. No one did. That was part of the beauty. They say opposites attract. I never thought it was true. Maybe that's why Kyle and I didn't work out. We were both too alike for any good to come of it. I feel like such a burden nowadays. I don't speak very much. My parents are constantly hassling me to eat. I feel like no one gets it. Maybe because no one does. I could spend all day thinking about it, but I chose not to. Time was passing by and I knew that meant the wedding was getting closer and closer. It just didn't feel as right as it once did. I got up from where I was sitting on my bed and headed for the door. I opened it and made my way down the hallway. I stopped at the door and took a deep breathe. Now or never. ______Nick's POV______ I was a mess. Frankie and Alex's conversation kept replaying in my mind. Over and over again. Non stop. I hadn't seen her in two weeks. I was dying inside. Slowly and painfully. I wanted so badly to go over to her and pick her up and hold her tight, but I knew I couldn't. Not with how I left her. Not after what I'd done, because I was a coward. And just like everyone else, I knew I was. I had spent these weeks getting closer to Brenna. I know it was wrong, but I needed some kind of rock. Some kind of support and she gave that to me. It was something I desperately needed. And who better to get all of that love and support from, but the other girl that I loved. The one that didn't hate me. The one in my arms right now. I sighed. The tears started to flow. The ones I had held in all these weeks. I got up and went to the balcony. I sat down and put my head in my hands. I messed up. I knew it and I was too much a coward to fix it. I was hurting an innocent person, because I was too afraid to fix it. I was crying. I'm a guy and I was crying like a freakin baby. My heart was aching. Throbbing. I could feel my heart breaking. I looked over to Brenna, all was well. And through my tears I looked over to Alex's house. There was a sharp tear at my heart. What the hell was going on. It was excruciating. It took everything in me not to yell in pain. My breathing became uneven as the tearing continued. Damn it. What the hell is going on? ______Alex's POV______ I took a deep breathe and knocked. "Come in.'' They called. This was it. One tear fell. This was really it. _________________________________________________________________________________________ I want to cry so badly right now. My heart is breaking while writing this. QUESTIONSS!! 1. is the bouncy ball in the pic not the coolest ball you have ever seen?? 2. are these chapter making you want to cry like they are me? 3. I love you guys. (Just though I'd mention that.) Oh and I am going to my gmas house to work again (bleh) I'll write and post. the internet sux and if you dont receive any word from me thats why so yeah :) Tags: nick, jonas, love, story!!, Author: TheRealKennaNicole |
