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Title: Royalty Sucks (Nick Jonas Love Story) Chapter 54 View count: 431 Rating: 5.0 (5 ratings) Description: ______Nick's POV______ The walk up the stairs was hard. It felt so long. I didn't want to go in there. I was scared of what might have happened. You could say I was expecting the worst. And I was. When we first stepped foot into her room I don't know what hit first. Relief? That she wasn't half dead like I had hoped so much that she wasn't. Nervous? That I was here, in the same room with both of my girlfriends. Guilty? Because both girls were amazing and I was hurting them both. I could name more, but truthfully, there were too many. My eyes locked with hers, but she looked away. She turned to see everyone else. I saw her and Brenna lock eyes. They both turned away. Neither betrayed any emotion. Brenna just looked around and Alex looked straight at me. Her eyes were empty, lifeless. She looked frail. Maybe it was just me, but I could tell something was wrong. Very wrong. I just didn't know what. ______Alex's POV______ Nothing feels right anymore. I instantly knew who the girl was. It was Brenna. I looked at everyone. Nick looked guilty, Kevin and Joe looked sorry, and Brenna looked... confused maybe. I wasn't sure. I looked in Nick's eyes and saw something different. He was different. He wasn't the same guy I thought could help me in the beginning. I was wrong. Again. I opened myself up to the wrong person. I set myself up for my own heartbreak. Again. I just never learn. It can't be the way I want it to. Life won't be like some fairy tale. Fully equipped with a handsome prince charming that you can trust. One that will sweep you off of your feet. That's only in the stories. The ones you tell little kids, so maybe, they might experience it one day. Get their hopes up that maybe, even in the crappiest situations, something can change. That maybe in the future everything can be better. But what if your life was like mine? What if fate just didn't want you to be happy? What if the only thing you will ever experience it the hard stuff? I ask all of this because, I don't know. I never have. I've spent my entire life wondering why. Why was my life like this? I see the happy family's like Nick's. Sure he may have his problems but they've been together. Since the beginning. He didn't have to live without one of his parents. His parents were loving and happily married. He had brothers that loved him enough to tease him. And then a little brother who knows who the real Nick is. Even when I don't. He has a dog. Man's best friend. He has the ideal family. Everything I have ever wanted. And now he enters my life. Me, the ignorant girl, falls for him, the false prince charming. False because he already has a princess. And she was here, in my room, looking like a lost puppy. Why? Because Nick lied to her too. But, the only difference was, that maybe SHE would forgive him. I looked at all of them. I decided to speak. It seemed I was the only one brave enough. "What are you guys doing here?" I asked, although I knew I didn't want to start yelling. At least not right away. Kevin looked around. Joe nodded to him and Nick and his girlfriend stayed quiet. "Your mom was worried about you." He said coming closer. "She was a bit frantic." He chuckled humorlessly. "I don't know why. It's not like I've never fainted. it's not a big deal." I defended. It felt like old times. People worrying when they didn't need to. People who only cared because they were being nice. I was used to it. None of it mattered. No matter how much I wanted it to. "Are you sure?" Joe asked. This surprised me. I had never really had a civil conversation with him before. It frightened me. These boys were getting too close. It made me uncomfortable. "Positive." "Maybe we should leave." Nick said suddenly. He looked at me, then down at his feet. "She looks tired." I stayed silent. It was his call to leave. Just like it always had been. And he did. He left. Without another word. Brenna following, but she turned back suddenly. "It was nice meeting you!" She smiled. "I hope we can hang out some time!" I nodded. She wasn't getting anymore of a response. Kevin and Joe started to move toward the door, both with apologetic looks plastered on their faces. They stopped, hand on the door nob. "Alex..." Kevin said. "It's fine." I smiled weakly. "I've known." _____________________________________________________________________________________________ check this out!! http://www.youtube.com/user/shaunamarie07 See i even gave u a LINK!!! just freakin CLICK IT!! haha Love ya! 1. how are you? 2. wats ur fave album? 3. whos it by? Tags: nick jonas love story!!, Author: TheRealKennaNicole |
