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Title: Pyro Kittie - A rainy night View count: 247 Rating: 5.0 (1 ratings) Description: this song has deep meaning for me, pyrokittie... and it goes out to that not so special person anymore.... i will record a better version soon for better sound quality. try not to diss me too bad its an emotional subject anyways. LYRICS- it was a rainy night the clouds broke height i couldnt believe the way id been decieved alone in my head might as well be dead with no one to talk to not even you wats a girl to do jus go home, wake up tomorrow? wit the same sad sorrow? walkin thru the streets these emeotions on repete for so long now i cant imagine a life without the pain i bare within its been here so long im used to the wrong your face wont ever hurt again but then again maybe im wrong and i wont ever stop singin this song its too bad so sad lookin back on wat we had as i let the rain swallow i've been so hollow i see a puddle with some mud its pretty much like a flood of blood out here, alone, cold, shivvering its about time for the quiverings deliver a dose of pain straight into my brain (chorus) i saw you standing there away - from me i didnt think you'd understand- the way it is with me its not fair you do this, you dont even have to try i cry out to the sky but no one hears, not even a fly how could i ever rely, on a guy like you you disappoint me whole heartedly and so heres goodbye cause i wont ever try to rekindle a flame our flame burnt out years ago and all you did was shame, name, proclaim, and turn the blame like my heart was a game how could you even turn your back shit is so whack straight to my head you attacked so my self inflicted pain is jus another game, because my name you shamed and i cant ever gain back so looking to the ground in the cracks any tracks here had been gone for a fact so maybe i should jus relax but i cant, your face is so strong everything feels so wrong i only wanted somewhere to belong someone to love me because im crazy but it seems as though it jus aint on my flow (chorus) i saw you standing there away - from me i didnt think you'd understand- the way it is with me its not fair you do this, you dont even try although, maybe there IS someone below and i jus havent found em yet wit all these cigarettes, i might jus die before i do my time heres overdue seems like i wont EVER construe or be able to subdue in love because evryone is above and im here, in the cold cold rain singing about my pain lookin back i remember the month of december it was the day of my birhday the way you betrayed yelling, telling, lying, and dying tossing me and all my shit aside like you wanted me to die and so i cried, out to the sky but no one was there it all felt so unfair i couldnt believe wat my eyes were seeing i thought you would, never hurt me but i guess thats jus wat happens, wen two disagree it shoulda NEVER got to that degree so now i pay this fee to an untolerable degree it feels like ill never be free even tho your gone forever you withdrawn after stomping on my pride a bigger part of me died my self esteem, the pains extreme on the inside i can only scream for so long, untill my voice is lost and filled with exhaust laying under a bridge cause society i forbid to ever go back, i just want to lose track never go back, just let me perish because anything you ever cherished is long gone, into the dawn (chorus) i saw you standing there away - from me i didnt think you'd understand- the way it is with me its not fair you do this, you dont even try on this euphoric trip it feels like a brick straight to my head this disease jus spreads till theres nothing left but the dead the perished, those who never got the chance to be cherished just like I, i can not deny i was always the one on stand-by its no wonder why i suffocated in all your lies not even if i tried with all my might, you still woulda held on to this fight, like i was the one who might, hurt you jus to spite, but alright, it gets better every night i look into the sky, as the rain trickles and tickles my face, with so much grace its beautiful, i thought i would never see beauty again, but i guess it destiny i finally feel alive again even after i died now i see some hope, of maybe one day someone to take me away, or maybe i will forever drown in my dismay (chorus) i saw you standing there away - from me i didnt think you'd understand- the way it is with me its not fair you do this, you dont even try Tags: pyro kittie, pyrokittie, pyro kittie kat, pyrokittiekat, juggalo, juggalette, juggalette rap, a rainy night, rainy night, Author: freakeekittie |
