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Title: Now, I Know View count: 107 Rating: 5.0 (3 ratings) Description: Errors made in reading so here are the words. Absent is patience as get it done is my working field Yet when danger rears its ferocious head I unhesitantly yield The sandman never visited me this solitary night Tossing and turning blankets on the floor oh what a fight Circles mark my eyes where inside a heart so dejected No dreams of adventure or visions of being protected Rather I worried, I cried, regretting my recent imbecility So leading into a direct course of my own self-pity I disclosed so much I held in secret such a rueful tale If I had closed my mouth I would suffer less this awful bewail With my stomach off limits perhaps I can once again fall numb A certainty I find in that producing yet ceasing a constant shrug of glum Confusion chews me up and spats me out in a gooey blob Such destruction assorting my soul with no option other than to sob Slamming the door on passion and a hopeful future I quickly act With myself, I make and seal in blood, a very deadly pact Not a doubt in my mind where this will ultimately lead But with closing an option of intervention I will happily succeed Innocence used to roam in every aspect of a little girls world Until life an unspeakable plan had yet itself unfurled Clenching tight a locket with the contents her desire Shell drag them with her to that wildly blazing hell of a fire Lying motionless eyes lost in the candles snickering flame Darkness allows a place to hide as resignation she doeth proclaim Wanting more than this desolation she frustatedly states get it over with Take away the breath I breathe as hope, glee, and romanticism are just a myth I am but a human tissue awaiting the next arrival Lacking any talent necessary for coping and attempted survival The dam gave way under the pressures of this storms intensity Whats one less individual in the multitude of this Earths density A relief I find in that I can cease to search for an answer, meaning No more hours spent in studies and in the mirror preening Courage vanished quickly galloping into the woods beyond the moons dimlit glow I wished for resolution, truth, and no longer naïve I finally know I only leave behind the most sincere of apologies to those remaining For a picture of strength and bravery I found myself constantly feigning. Tags: poetry, heartache, apology, goodbye, suicide, note, explaination, life, sorrow, Author: RayneDrops4Ever |
