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Title: Jonas Daughter: Life After Band Chapt. 44 "Mommy" View count: 122 Rating: 1.0 (1 ratings) Description: Cara's P.O.V: They wheeled me to the NICU (A/N:You know what I don't get, why people that just gave birth get wheeled around. Are they too lazy to walk? Or is the hospital just being nice? I don't know. Anyway...)where I had to wash my hands thourghly and then I was taken to my baby. A baby cage. That's what it was. A venelator was hooked up to it, and under the baby's nose was breathing tube. Holes were poked through the side. (A/N: BTW he's the baby in the second picture) Doctor: He's two pounds, fourteen ounces. Me: That's tiny-Wait it's a boy? Doctor: Yes. A tiny baby boy. I was flying inside. He was so tiny and cute. The perfect baby boy. Me: Oh. Can I hold him? Doctor: Not yet but you and your father can take pictures. You can't hold him until he's three pounds. Me: OK. I put my hand through the holes and touched his little boyd. Doctor: I'll leave you alone. Let the nurse know when you're ready to name the baby. *leaves* Kevin: He looks so....peaceful. Me: Yeah. I can't believe I didn't know. Kevin: It's not your fault. How could you know? Me: How culd I not. I just stared at him and touched him. He looked like Tyler. Nurse: *aproaches her* Have you thought of a name? Me: Tyler. Tyler Jordan Jonas-Carter II Nurse: *writes it down**smiles* Who is he named after? Me: His father. He died almost six months ago. Nurse: Ah, Tyler is a beautiful name. *leaves* Kevin: Why'd you name him Tyler? I thought your favorite boy name was Brian? (A/N: That's MY favorite boy name =]) Me: Something told me it was right. *The Next Day* Dad told told everyone I was fine, it was a false alarm with the apendix and that I was having some really bad period cramps. He said I'd be home in a few days, the doctors wanted to keep me under observation. When I did get home, I'd tell everyone the truth. But today he was 3 pounds 2 ounces. I could hold him. Dad had gotten the video camera. Nurse: Well here we go. This is your little boy. *puts him in her arms* I looked down at him. His eyes were brown, like Tyler's. He had soft peach fuzz (ignore the brown hair in the photo). He was so tiny. How could I love someone I just met? Kevin: And this is Cara holding her baby for the first time. Me: ANd he's perfect. *tears fall down her face* Welcome to the world Tyler Jordan. Welcome to the world. *That Night* I lay in bed, thinking about Tyler, my boyfriend. Would he have wanted the baby? Would he have stuck by me? It was around 2 AM when I was awoken. I had a dream. About my baby. I jumped out of my bed and ran to the NICU, taking the stairs. I pounded on the doors (A/N: They keep them locked because of germs and kidnappings and stuff). My heart was racing. I kept on pounding. The doctor finally opened the door. He saw me and looked back at the nurse, then faced me. Doctor: Miss Jonas go back to your room. Me: Let me see my baby! Doctor: Miss Jonas, please! Me: NO! Let me see him! HE'S MY BABY! I need to know he's OK. Doctor: Miss Jonas- Me: *pushes past him**runs to Tyler* The sight I saw will haunt me forever. ---- What did she see? Tags: jonas, daughter, Author: DreamingofWriting |
