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Title: If You Only Knew... {A Jonas Brothers Story} Chapter 55: I Don't Wanna Be a Monster View count: 136 Rating: 5.0 (3 ratings) Description: [Nick's P.O.V.] Joe was laughing and the front of Sierra's shirt was soaking wet. I saw the hoodie she was wearing on the couch. "Joe, cover your eyes." I sighed. "WET T-SHIRT CONTEST!" he said. I glared at him and he covered his eyes. "Nick, I have on a shirt under this." Sierra whispered. "I know," I whispered back, pulling her shirt over her head. "Problem solved." I said. "Okay." she murmured to my lips before kissing them. She wrapped her arms around my waist as she was pulling away. "I'm hungry and obviously unable to go back to sleep. Whatcha making?" I asked. She laughed softly but replied: "Pancakes." [Sierra's P.O.V.] "I love you! You are the bestest girlfriend in the whole wide world!" he said. I laughed again and let him go. I got my hoodie from the couch and put it back on. I went back over to the stove and Nick hugged me from behind, resting his head on my shoulder. "I'm glad you got a new chain." he said. My hand flew to the necklace and I gently touched the key. "Yeah, me too." I said. "Nick, you're distracting me; please go put on more than a pair of boxers. You are leaving nothing to the imagination here." I said. He laughed softly in my ear, the sound was musical; and that's when I noticed Joe was sleeping on the couch. "I'm gonna go shower," he whispered in my ear before kissing my cheek. He walked away and I heard the bathroom door close about two minutes later. I sighed and glanced at Joe again. Why am I so nice? I got a blanket and put it on him. "Thank you." he mumbled. "You're welcome...you'll probably thank me by pushing me down a flight of stairs." I muttered. "A...man...ment..." he mumbled. What? "What?" I asked. "Sleepy...go away..." he mumbled. "Whatever..." I sighed. I went back over to the kitchen and made the last of the pancakes. Nick was still in the shower and I was really bored... [Joe's P.O.V.] I was laying on a table. People all around me were talking but I couldn't understand. They were speaking English but it was distorted and way too loud; it hurt my ears. Nothing was holding me back but I couldn't move. I closed my eyes and several faces flashed through my mind: Brianna, Matiana, Kevin, his girlfriend--I think her name is Grace, Nick, Sierra, Mom and Dad. Then it stopped. I opened my eyes again and there was a flash. I looked down and realized I was naked. What the fuck? The flash...a camera? "Stop!" It came out just a mumble. Easily silenced by their booming voices. I guess this is what its like to be tortured. How can I do this to people? I don't do it on purpose but I just get so angry; I can't control myself. And usually I don't remember half the things I did when I was angry so I end up in a lot of trouble. Yeah this is pretty serious but I don't know how to tell Kevin. I don't want him to treat me differently. I remember how strange things were in the first couple of days after Mom and Dad died. It was like walking around on eggshells. Everyone had to be nice to Nick. I talked to him a lot more then. He told me he doesn't want the extra, special attention; he just wants to deal with it on his own. He also told me that it was harder to move on with all the 'help' he was being given. He hated it. But that makes sense, he always was shy and hated the spotlight; unless he was singing. He's got serious talent. I am almost sure this is a dream and I felt tears forming in my eyes. I wish I could go back to when Nick and I talked about everything; when I wasn't so angry all the time; when I didn't hurt people so much; when people could trust me. They were still photographing me and that's when I broke down and the tears started falling. I don't wanna be this...I don't wanna be a monster. --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------The ending in [Joe's P.O.V.] makes me feel like crying :'( especially the last line: "I dont wanna be this...I dont wanna be a monster." What did you think? Shout out to dirtynickjstorys! First comment last chapter! Tags: if, you, only, knew..., {a, jonas, brothers, story}, chapter, 55:, don't, wanna, be, monster, Author: cecesingergrrl |
