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Title: Haunted A Jonas Horror Story (Chapter 30) View count: 119 Rating: 5.0 (2 ratings) Description: An: this chapter has flashbacks in it Chloe's p.o.v The gentle rhythm of my fingertips drumming against the kitchen table was the only sound to break the painful silence the kitchen had become since Mrs Jonas had left to take the garbage out. Of course I had offered to do so for her but the daily routine she had gotten into seem too hard for her to let go and I understood. Routine made the day pass it ruled out any free time to get carried away with your thoughts, routine was safe. Yet her routine left me with nothing to do but wait and that was never good. The knots my stomach had become had made it impossible to eat. The waiting, not knowing if hed appear was torture. My lungs tightened as I heard the movement of the floor broads above me. At once my head slumped dropping heavily into my awaiting hands. Just what had I been thinking I couldnt see Joe, I wasnt ready, I didnt know if I ever would. Seeing his face across magazines and the news was one thing but seeing him in real life would be heartbreaking and I knew that. I couldnt stay here I couldnt see him. Yet my body craved him, wanted to see his eyes to feel his touched i had been deprived from for so long. Yet as much as my body wanted it my heart and mind was smart enough to know that it would only hurt more once it was all taken away again. He hadnt changed I knew that much, I could see the torment in nicks eyes, no Joe was still very much the same person who had slowly broken my world apart, leaving his younger brother to help fix the pieces back together again. * "Joseph" I whispered my voice harsh, broken as I dropped beside his hospital bed. He looked so pale so fragile. My nervous fingertips brushed a strained of dark matted waves from his forehead, relieving the deep cuts that run along his temple brushing across his left cheek. The wounds themselves would all heal in time but their impact I wasnt sure. Yet I shook that thought away we had all made it...just. Some of our wounds would take a lot longer to heal then others but it didnt matter did it because we had each other we were safe now. * I really had been naive that day and many after. It didnt matter if you had everyone else in the world by your side you would never feel safe unless you let yourself do so. As much as I had been willing to let myself feel safety again others hadnt "He asked for melody again Chloe I dont know how to side track him anymore" Joe sighed as he sunk further into the pillow propped gently behind his head. As nick was the only one still staying at the hospital who was mobile he often visited Joe, Im sure he would visit Annie to but we all knew that was a difficult situation it was best to leave her and Kevin be for the moment. "Maybe its time we told him" I whispered softly as I reached my hand out towards his. Yet I never made it before he yanked his hand away resting it gently against his stomach. "Are you going to tell him then?" he laughed bitterly "Id think he would prefer it coming from his brother Joe as much as Im his friend hes closer to you, Im sure he wouldnt mind if Kevin..." "Your not going to get Kevin to do it are you?" he almost croaked outraged his eyes burning into me "Of course not after everything...thats why I asked you" I recoiled looking down at the bedspread. * I could feel the tears burning at the back of my throat I should have known it then what was happening and in some ways I did but I had refused to allow myself to believe it at the time. I had taken it upon myself to label his hostile behaviour as a cause of stress. He was watching his family fall apart around him and he had no way of stopping it once again. I refused to believe he was pulling away from me isolating himself, because the Joe who had save my life just weeks before had promised to never leave me again. How naive. "Chloe" the voice was soft hesitant and I flinched from my seat as I sat up. My muscles and lungs breathed a deep sigh of relief as I saw nick standing opposite me his unchanged clothes clenched in his hands. His cheeks were red in frustration but his eyes were timid as he looked at me. I was just about to question him before he spoke first "Youre crying" he whispered and sure enough my fingertips found the salty traitors gently falling down my cheeks "I cant be here nick I thought I was strong enough but Im not" I admitted "Your stronger then you give yourself enough credit for" he stated before pulling me up from the chair go wait in your car Ill be 15 minutes at the most, Ill tell mum you said goodbye shell understand he comforted and I couldnt help but look at him with a sad smile, he really did remind me of the old Joe , the one who still haunted my dreams. Do you watch the Olympics? Yes I cant wait till they come to London in 2012 Im excited though its kind of troubling that Ill be almost 20 lol gosh Im going to be old :P Tags: haunted, choices, jonas, horror, story, nick, joe, kevin, brothers, chapter, mcfly, down, goes, another, one, Author: FunkyPurple08 |
