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Title: everything is not what it seems.; epi fifteen.-the way i loved you. (long.) View count: 34 Rating: 0 (0 ratings) Description: *I realized I never stopped loving her.* Joe's POV. We were still walking together. Where to? Who knows. All I know is that, Selena is beside me. She has never left my side. She's always been there for me, no matter what shit has been going on in my pathetic little life. I know that I love her. I know that I never stopped. I wish I knew what she was thinking. I wish I knew how she was feeling, what was going on inside of her. I wonder if her stomach flipped every time she was just in the presence of Rob. I wonder if when he held her, if she never wanted to let go. I wonder if that was how she felt with me. Selena's POV. I don't get it. Rob has been, well, after me ever since he saw me. How could he have cheated on me? WHY would he cheat on me? Things were going fine. What led him to do this to me? Didnt he know that my heart was like paper? That it could tear at any given moment? "Please just dont play with me, my paper heart will bleed. "- My Paper Heart by All American Rejects. Soundtrack to my life. Rob & Taylor's POV. "SHIT!" yelled Rob, as Taylor and him ran out of the restraunt. They ran into his car, and they drove to Taylors house. "I cant believe this happened. Did you see the look on Selena's face when she saw that it was ME with you? I think I could hear the sound of her heart breaking. GOD, DAMNIT!" yelled Rob. "Uh, you think YOU have it bad? You and Selena have been a couple for what, like three weeks? Me and Joe have been together a fricken YEAR! Can't you imagine how I'm feeling right now? Or how HE is feeling? When I was watching him, scared to death, as he saw me and you together, I swear I could FEEL what he was going through. I felt his stomach turn. I felt the breathe leave his body as he gasped. I felt the pain.. oh my god. JOE!" cried Taylor. Rob said nothing. They got to Taylor's house, both of them crying. Taylor left, not bothering to ask if Rob wanted to come in. They already know they couldnt speak to each other, at least not for awhile. As Rob drove away, Taylor ran into her house, which was empty due to the fact that her parents were on a vacation in Cancun, ran to her room, and slammed her door shut. She jumped on her bed, and cried her eyes out for hours. After she thought all the tears she had dried up, she grabbed a piece of paper and a pen, and started writing. He is sensible, and so incredible, and all my single friends are jealous. He says everything I need to hear, and its like I couldn't ask for anything better. He opens up my door, and I get into his car, and he says "You look beautiful tonight." And I feel perfectly fine, but I miss.. Screaming and fighting and kissing in the rain, its two a.m. and I'm cursing your name. So in love, that you act insane, and thats the way I loved you. Breaking down, and coming undone. Its a rollercoaster kind of rush. And I never knew I could feel that much, and thats the way I loved you. He respects my space, and never makes me wait, and he calls exactly when he says he will. He's close to my mother, and talks business with my father. He's charming and endearing, and I'm comfortable.. but I miss.. Screaming and fighting and kissing in the rain, its two a.m. and I'm cursing your name. So in love, that you act insane, and thats the way I loved you. Breaking down, and coming undone. Its a rollercoaster kind of rush. And I never knew I could feel that much, and thats the way I loved you. He can't see the smile I'm faking, and my heart's not breaking, cause I'm not feeling anything at all. And you were, wild and crazy, just so frustrating. Intoxicating, complicated, got a way with my soul, mistaken now.. Screaming and fighting and kissing in the rain, its two am and Im cursing your name. So in love, that you act insane, and thats the way I loved you. Breaking down, and coming undone. Its a rollercoaster kind of rush. And I never knew I could feel that much, and thats the way I loved you She put the pen down, looked at the paper, and looked up to see a picture of her and Joe, happy and in love. She layed down, cried one last tear, and fell asleep. Tags: selena, gomez, joe, jonas, taylor, swift, rob, pattinson, nick, kevin, lautner, kristen, stewart, demi, lovato, Author: sportysports221 |
